no more tobacco

4 hours until I am smoke free

I am really feeling the pressure eeech. I am just not sure how this is going to go. omg I can not belive it is only 4 hours. I made the moment I quit at 12 tonight, so I am going to count it down like its New Years eve.

At first this seemed like nothing when it was a week away but know I am getting scared. I think I am not scared to quit I am just scared to feel sad but I am now on some meds that should help with that yay. I know it is going to be rough like seriously rough but I am not going to back out. You don’t quit something you have done for 14 years without a rocky phase and I am saying lets do this. It is time. My heart is beating hard and my palms are sweaty. This is going to sting a lot

Smoke Free in 5 days

I am quitting smoking in 5 days. I am using an e-cig, so really I am quitting tobacco.

I am going to write a post every day everyday talking about quitting because I really want to do it this time.

I want to live and be healthy. I want to be free from coughing and feeling like I am having a heat attack after running 2 seconds.