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Happy national suicide prevention day

This type of caring just touches my heart. I am so happy to see people helping their fellow-man because they don’t want anyone to hurt that bad.

My family is no stranger to the aftermath of suicide and when I see stuff like this I think it is so amazing. No racism ,no hate just love and a helping hand because love can make a difference.

My brother wrote this and it is beautiful.

If you are hurting and thinking of taking your own life please look at this website and stay.

https://twloha.com/iwasmadefor/

 

I am so blessed/lucky

I say this to myself all the time but I know it is true. I read that people who are actually lucky tell themselves that they are lucky all the time. And with so many reasons to feel thankful lol I am going to make it like Thanksgiving everyday.

I am most blessed to have is my family. They have always loved me for I am and don’t ever tear me down. So many people have family members that hurt them so bad and I am so blessed to have the most awesome people in my life.

I am blessed to have working legs. I always thought about this but did not really feel until I got my Fitbit. Now I really know how devastated I would be if I could not walk and how much I took my legs for granted.

I am so blessed to not be in jail. I know this one does not really apply to me because I have done anything to warrant jail time but a mistake could happen to anyone. like being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Science proves people innocent all the time who have been falsely imprisoned. So I feel very blessed to have not ever been caught in that cross fire.

I am so lucky to have my job in fast food. My job is not great and yes I hope to one day do better. But I feel blessed to have had the strength to work there for 10 years. It has taught so many lessons and I am lucky to work with such wonderful people.

I am lucky to have my experience. I remember what I was like 20 years ago and lol I want to kick that idiots a$$. I could never feel as happy as I work to feel if it were not for learning to deal with sadness.  And although I know depression could always come back at least now I have so many tools to deal with it.

I am so lucky to be a nice person. I know I have had bad days and snapped at people but I try to be a nice person. I am happier when I try to get along and put out an effort for niceness. I am really lucky this comes kind of easy from me.

I am really lucky to have opportunities. No matter what you can always try to better yourself and I am so lucky to have barely realized this. I guess this could be a glass half full kind of blessing. I just think if you look forward to opportunities instead of looking back at negativity holding you down, then you will always be happier and stronger.

I am lucky to see beautiful views. Not from anywhere high up but since I don’t live next to any tall buildings I get to see some spectacular sunsets. I am so blessed to see something so beautiful almost everyday.

Feeling blessed is something I have to work at everyday. I am not a perfect lol do as I say not as I do. But I strive for this. I want to become this. I want to preach this. I want to keep working on this blog post until it is my most worked on post. I want to think about every second that I can so when my mind wanders the negative zone this blog post will be burned into my mind and point me back on the positive road.

Funny sugar

At my job we use sugar for the tea. The ingredient part of the sugar is so funny to me because it only has one ingredient. It is like ingredient sugar hahaha. I guess I just have not ever witnessed a nutritional label with only one ingredient. It made me laughTimePhoto_20170809_134249

My first time seeing Extra Fancy gala apples

This is just so funny to me. I don’t believe I have ever used the words extra fancy without it being in a sarcastic tone of voice. I have just started shopping more for fruits so I don’t if this is a common item although I could not find much about it on Wikipedia. Hahahha I just imagine some entitled rich punk like “I am too good for fancy apples they have to be extra fancy or I will not touch them” I joked for at least ten minutes with my mom about this.TimePhoto_20170718_182650.jpg

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Do you have any Grey Poupon or extra fancy Gala apples

The wheel in the sky keeps on turning

via Daily Prompt: Wheel

When I said I was writing a blog post on the word wheel, my sister pointed out the song by Journey Wheel in the sky. We always loved Journey but my sister really loved this song. My favorite always was Don’t stop believing but Wheel in sky is still a great jam.