I don’t think any of my siblings have ever had a jacket this nice. Cheers to my sister for finally getting a piece of the pie.
One year ago I started this blog yaya I can not belive I have done so well. Thank you everyone for checking out my blog.
I wrote my very first blog post (my bowling crew) one year ago today.
When I was younger I had horrible allergies. When I got a mosquito bite it would swell up to the size of a quarter and something as simple as grass could cause a rash. I had to go get shots for years and that was no fun but it really helped. Now 20 years late I have almost grown out them thank god. I still get sneezy every now and then but it is nothing compared to when I was a kid. It is one more reason I feel so lucky/blessed.
When I think of the word treat I think of Treat-Yo-Self from the tv show Parks and Recreation. It is hilarious but also a very good life lesson. If you have worked hard then treat yourself to something nice. Especially if you have done something worth while like quitting smoking or running a marathon. Sometimes you just have to treat yourself.
Lol When my sister thinks of treat she thinks of this YouTube video for Halloween. We have always laughed at this video because it is harmless but it made our friend Hailey’s kid cry.
I am going to use this post to tell you how I finally made it.
I finally made it to happiness. All the problems in my life have been healed. I have a new smile instead of a broken mouth, I started taking mental health meds and my positive thinking is now amped up, and last but not least my precious baby little bear made it through a life threatening ordeal.
I always tried to be a happy person but now I don’t have to try anymore, I am just happy. Thank God.
Almost is one of those words I don’t really have an opinion on. It is just a word I us on a daily basis but don’t think twice about.
I understand why this word needs to exist but on the same hand to quote Yoda
“Do or do not there is no try”
No pups came out and I belive she had a miscarriage. When I called the vet, the amount they said I would have to put down to do a C-section, well lets just way I would have to work for a month and a half without eating or electric to pay it. Even if I got the money together then there is no guarantee she would even survive the procedure and if she was dying I did not want her last minutes to be in surgery. It was rough for 2 days straight I could barely do anything and I slept on a blow up matres next to her. I thought she was dying in my arms like 20 times. Even now I am choking back tears to write this. It really shook me up. At work I was so worried I would come home to her lifeless body and then a miracle.
Today was the worst when I woke up little bear was really in a poor condition but I had to go to work because I had taken too much time off to be with her. I raced home when I got off and she was up for the first time in days tail waging and barking like crazy. And now the happy tears are flowing because I am so lucky. It is a blessing from god. I have such reason to count my blessing and little Bear is now at the top of that list.
I have had little Bear 10 years and maybe I will have her 10 more.
I still am in shock about her pulling through. I am so lucky to have my best friend for this extra time.
Omg during this time one can only think of torn christmas wrappping papper. It is kind of sad how beautiful a present can be wrapped and then it is torn to shreds.