Everybody around me at work and at home are dropping like flys with the flu. In North Texas right now we have 2 flu’s running a muck. A stomach flu and a sinus flu. I am so lucky to have snuck by barley catching a cold.
Don’t get me wrong, this cold that I have is no joke but I am pushing hard to get through it. It could definitely be a lot worse.
No pups came out and I belive she had a miscarriage. When I called the vet, the amount they said I would have to put down to do a C-section, well lets just way I would have to work for a month and a half without eating or electric to pay it. Even if I got the money together then there is no guarantee she would even survive the procedure and if she was dying I did not want her last minutes to be in surgery. It was rough for 2 days straight I could barely do anything and I slept on a blow up matres next to her. I thought she was dying in my arms like 20 times. Even now I am choking back tears to write this. It really shook me up. At work I was so worried I would come home to her lifeless body and then a miracle.
Today was the worst when I woke up little bear was really in a poor condition but I had to go to work because I had taken too much time off to be with her. I raced home when I got off and she was up for the first time in days tail waging and barking like crazy. And now the happy tears are flowing because I am so lucky. It is a blessing from god. I have such reason to count my blessing and little Bear is now at the top of that list.
I have had little Bear 10 years and maybe I will have her 10 more.
I still am in shock about her pulling through. I am so lucky to have my best friend for this extra time.
I found a website that is all about making your life more positive. I am so fond of the e-mail news letter from this site. I tend to read the emails from The Positivity Blog more on a daily basis and visit the site more when I am feeling down or unmotivated. Either of them works great for feeling better and living a happier life. And I am always looking for ways to make my life better.