Going bald for Tuition is the name of my Go Fund Me page, I started out want to shave my head for comfort reasons but when I found out I could donate my hair to locks of love I decided to try to raise money for my school tuition. On June 23 2018 ( my late fathers birthday) I will be shaving my head.
After my makeover with Brighter Image lab I really started believing in myself again. I am so excited to have been given this second chance. Even if I don’t get any donations, I am going to work 10 jobs if I have to so I can go back to school.
Today is one of my best buddies Ashley’s birthday. Earlier today we went and had a birthday dinner with her that was so awesome. I got her and I new Star Wars lanyards lol that I will be posting about later this week.
So everyone please raise your glass to the most awesome, most mediumest, most amazing Medium Ashley. Here is to a great Birthday and I hope it is the best.
Everybody around me at work and at home are dropping like flys with the flu. In North Texas right now we have 2 flu’s running a muck. A stomach flu and a sinus flu. I am so lucky to have snuck by barley catching a cold.
Don’t get me wrong, this cold that I have is no joke but I am pushing hard to get through it. It could definitely be a lot worse.
I’ve been smoke free for 0 years, 1 month, 21 days, 23 hours
I can not belive I have made it this far. It has not been easy and really has taken a lot to stay stong. I have been so agitated lately and I read all about quitting smoking can make you feel so aggravated. It makes sence like you don’t have the cigarette anymore to lean on or like to help take away the extra stress. So if you are one of my regular blog fans and have been wonder where I have been, well the reason is I did not want to bring any negativenancyness to my blog. After all the negative posts I wrote in dark November I am trying to bring the atmosphere of my blog back to the positive side lol Jedi side.
It was tough and I hung tough lol. I am just feeling pretty awesome about having worked so long. It is definitely something to be proud of and I am not going to stop. I am going to work so hard until I get all the things I dreamed of.
I am going to use this post to tell you how I finally made it.
I finally made it to happiness. All the problems in my life have been healed. I have a new smile instead of a broken mouth, I started taking mental health meds and my positive thinking is now amped up, and last but not least my precious baby little bear made it through a life threatening ordeal.
I always tried to be a happy person but now I don’t have to try anymore, I am just happy. Thank God.
I can not belive I have made it this far. I always read it takes 21 days to break a habit and now I hit 21 day yesssssssssssssss. I am so happy th roughest times are over. I did it after 14 years of smoking I kicked the habit.
My Brother got me 2 awesome pops, one of the Doctors and the Tardis. Omg I am a huge Doctor Who fan and it is so cool having thesee pops. I would never be able to afford one these, so it is really cool that now I have a mini collection just from presents my friends and family have gotten me.
I got my brother a Stranger Things pops. Or really I should say I went in half with my sister to get one for him.
No pups came out and I belive she had a miscarriage. When I called the vet, the amount they said I would have to put down to do a C-section, well lets just way I would have to work for a month and a half without eating or electric to pay it. Even if I got the money together then there is no guarantee she would even survive the procedure and if she was dying I did not want her last minutes to be in surgery. It was rough for 2 days straight I could barely do anything and I slept on a blow up matres next to her. I thought she was dying in my arms like 20 times. Even now I am choking back tears to write this. It really shook me up. At work I was so worried I would come home to her lifeless body and then a miracle.
Today was the worst when I woke up little bear was really in a poor condition but I had to go to work because I had taken too much time off to be with her. I raced home when I got off and she was up for the first time in days tail waging and barking like crazy. And now the happy tears are flowing because I am so lucky. It is a blessing from god. I have such reason to count my blessing and little Bear is now at the top of that list.
I have had little Bear 10 years and maybe I will have her 10 more.
I still am in shock about her pulling through. I am so lucky to have my best friend for this extra time.