My sister got me a John Snow pop figure and I love it. We both love Game of Thrones so much and John Snow is definitely one of my favorite characters. I would never been able to afford something like this and I am so excited to have it. Yay I have a tiny small nerd collection starting.
In Texas we have a transformation period that is going on right now. Will it be cold or hot? Super cloudy or super sunny? But in the afternoon sometimes we get blessed with the most beautiful clouds and sunsets.
I have several pictures of these beautiful times during the transformations of the seasons in Texas.
I took a survey from everyone around me today of what comes to mind when you hear the word zoo. All of them said animals or going to see animals. Even the definition means an establishment that maintains a collection of wild animals.
I think of going to see animals as a child but I also think of animals suffering. I know most zoo’s have updated structures but I will always check and make sure any zoo I go too does not keep their animals in horrible conditions. I used to not give a s*&% about animals and I called myself a hunter killer. But now I know, caring about animals is the same as opening your heart up to happiness.
The via Zoo
I am so excited about my career choice to be a graphic designer. I have always had an artistic side and I have looked for a career perfect for me. In fact I never even thought I could have a career. For years I believed the best I could do is fast food.
Reasons why this career is perfect for me:
- I am dyslexic and I think this career will help the smartest parts of my mind flourish
- I get to go to school online so I won’t have to worry about rides since I do not have a a car
- This career is for people who are creative and that is something I love
- I will be able to work online after I graduate and that is a dream to me
- I will learn skills that I can use on this blog
- I will get my basics out of the way and can transfer them to any other college
- This is something I can do being bipolar
I am so excited to have stumbled on this career. I am like a kid at christmas this is so exciting to me. After failing at becoming a medical assistant ten years ago and piling up a mound of debt. I felt so bad for years and just tried to be happy with who I was. But now I am so overjoyed at this second chance to make something of myself.
I just found out I am unable to get any school loans. The reason is because I went to school to be a medical assistant and still owe school loans.
I am probably like everyone else who owes school loans. Except I still work in fast food and make about fifteen thousand a year. I heard today I still owe sixteen thousand dollars.
It has been almost ten years since this loan took a turn for the worst. I was young and stupid and should have worked towards taking care of it. I did always take care of myself and no one ever supported me financially. I just never was good with a budget
This news was just absolutely devastating to me. As you can see in the picture from yesterday I was down for a minute. I could not belive with all the interest, it is that high.
But now I have a goal and I won’t stop. I found a career in Graphic design that is perfect for me. I am going to work hard and raise whatever money I need to go back to school. It is so on like donkey kong.
In 2008 I went to school to become a Medical Assistant. I struggled hard and barely graduated. But I just could not find a job in this field.
I know being bipolar and dyslexic did not help but really I just did not fit in. I am just a nerd and awkward. It is just not the career choice for me.
The school I went to ( and am not going to say the name) actually got sued for not helping people find a job.
I learned so much about the human body ans how to take care of myself or anyone that is hurt. The only down side is that I still owe school loans that are in default.
I felt so bad for so long because I never did anything with this degree but this was not the right career for me. And sometimes you have to put the past in the past. You can’t feel bad forever.
Hailors is just a nick name I gave her for Hailey.
The first thing I would like to say about this amazing lady is one year she spent all of money on buying her siblings presents. This is actually one of the most amazing things I have ever witnessed. As a teenager I would have rather taken a punch to the face than spend one penny on my siblings. But she did it without hesitation. And I just think that is so cool.
She has the coolest hair ever. She is always trying out the coolest hair colors. If I was not shaving my head I would probably end up dying my hair like hers.
She has absolutely brightened my life and made me want to be a better person just from knowing her.